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Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Oh Poo!

Why is it when you think your life will come together it doesn't?

I just found the perfect house...That I could take or leave, but it has the absolute cutest playroom. I have never seen one as fun as this. The Realtor and I were both on our hands and knees crawling through it too.

On the way home my daughter, who in the past has seemed to have premonitions says, "You know mom we don't live in Idaho. We are just visiting."

But then the hubby comes home and says that although he was hired to improve the work environment he was told today not to improve anything or his job would be phased out. His job isn't a job that can be phased out and if it was they would have to provide a job at another location...so really it wouldn't be a big deal if he improves things because he doesn't want to stay at all now...

Guess I'll never really get what I want because I want Idaho...so Hello to Washington? Montana? Texas? Oregon? or (gasp) South Dakota again.

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Thursday, March 4, 2010

Foggy

It is hard to be positive when you are driving through pea soup fog. Why in the heck are there so many freakin idiots driving around with no lights?! Hello...if you can't see the people with their lights on why don't you turn your headlights on...You freakin fools.

Yesterday we also had dense fog...I almost plowed into one of those no lighted idiots when they pulled out in front of me on a curve. I'm just glad that the Tahoe speed demon wasn't on the road behind me today. I absolutely hate that he can't leave early enough to drive 60 instead of the 80 MPH  he feels is safe. I also love when he passes 4 cars in a row with oncoming traffic breaking to avoid him on the ice. Boy he is one smart cookie.

I am missing California. When the dense fog rolls in over 4 lanes of freeway speeding traffic coming to a dead stop there are no thin sheets of ice preventing you from doing so. Nothing like coming around the corner from Vacaville to Fairfield to dead stop in your face. I am amazed I even did it for 5 years. I hate traffic, I hate crowds, and I hate cars. I miss warmth...I miss fresh produce...I miss delivery.

It's amazing what people think about you. Like no one knows I qualify for disability. I have mornings when I can't even get up out of bed because I can't move my leg. I have been putting off that 4th back surgery because I am not in the mood to suffer month and months through the pain, having someone have to take care of my kids because I can't pick them up, and know that I will never be able to twist or turn from my waist. Why is our insurance company the only one that won't cover artificial disks? Here I am damaging the bones in my back because there is no disk left to cushion. Bet you didn't know it was that bad. Glad I cleared that up...get off my back, my house is messy because I can't do it all myself.

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